Friday, February 05, 2010

sick

i'm sick of pretending like i'm really not dying inside, that there aren't times when it hurts so much that i wish a car would hit me or someone would shoot me. maybe then, she would care. maybe then, she would consider where my heart is really at.

i don't want to go to EPIC conference. i don't want to go to classes, i don't want to go to Tulsa or stay here... i just need somewhere to be, where none of this will follow me, haunt me.

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